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So, apparently I can feel jealousy. Not that I had ever absolutely ruled it out; it's just rare, happening only twice in the past that I can recall, and both of those times there was actual involvement (then-partner starts relationship with new guy, denied it when I asked, proceeded to spend entire weeks with new guy.. yeah.).

This time, though, was the typical story: a crush develops, the target however isn't looking for involvement, starts shagging a couple mutual friends. Totally groovy, usually; we're a caring-sharing bunch.

Apparently, as you get older, emotional needs become stronger.

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My grandmother's boyfriend, Billy, is dying. With a stroke, heart attack, a car wreck, and 70-something years behind him, he's just tired. I guess I can't blame him.

My grandmother says what she'll miss the most is "Hey, hi, hello"; a little song he came up with to sing to her whenever he saw her for the first time on any given day.

He's the first relationship she's ever had where she wasn't abused. She's 73.
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Sigur Ros was fucking amazing. I really liked their opening band, as well. It's really intersting to think so few people could make such a huge sound.

The next day we went to pick up Link from High House and Suzie from IDA. Started feeling icky, got home about 12:30-1ish, by 4am everything I've ever eaten in my entire life decided it was time to exit. Slept the rest of the day, got up this morning to the sweaty remains of a broken fever, came back to work, blech.

and here I am.
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A missionary just attempted to convince me that the word 'elohim' in the Bible refers to the Trinity.

Laugh riot.
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Sigur Ros is tomorrow! (have I annoyed you yet?) Report forthcoming, once I've actually, oh, seen them.

I have a crush.
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My 'hawk is now white.

and yours isn't.

So there!

work gripe

Feb. 3rd, 2006 10:03 am
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So, in order to take new clients, I have to answer my phone.

If I'm not at my desk, I can't answer the phone.

I've been away from my desk a lot lately, for various reasons.. so our numbers are down.

Now that our numbers are down, you want me to help in bankruptcy.. so I'll be away from my desk even more..

Which means the numbers are gonna stay where they're at.

Niiiiiice.
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Remember this guy?

Apparently he's decided I'm his helper now; they couldn't find his birth certificate, so he came back to the office to inform me he's been "done wrong" and wanting to know what he could do, legally, about it.

I explained what the letter said (he didn't get it; two copies of 5+ year old ID's and they'd just draw up a new one.. big deal) and told him this was something he was going to have to handle himself. Sorry dear, I work in traffic, not public records.
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Sigur Ros in 13 days.

*squeal*
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racism really gets on my goddamned nerves.

"well, [name] can't live here, this is an upscale neighborhood in germantown..."

yeah, fuck you, white man.

[edit]
p.s.

have some evil.
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I... I.. slept! Hallelujah. Earlier this week, hardly at all, but when I got home from work yesterday I immediately passed the fuck out. Woke up a few hours later, hung out a bit, was back in bed a little after midnight. I'm now at work, it's morning, and I'm not microsleeping. That's a good thing.

People are wierd. So, you make a friend, start hanging out. Discover said friend knew one of your housemates before, but met housemate through housemate's ex. Now, new friend wants you to say nothing to housemate about him, wants you to wait until they talk and hang out, blah blah blah.

Social control issues. Ick.
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Overheard at the law office:

".. and you know, people know me, nobody got a problem with me, and you know I don't cut nobody, especially people that don't deserve it."

Um.. dude. Either you cut people, or you don't. Which is it?
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Y'know what happens when you don't check LJ for two days solid? That's right -- 200 posts worth, two hours of reading. Guess I gotta do something at work, yeah?

I slept 34 out of the last 48 hours. Flu-like thing, achey body and all that crap. It's over now. Yipee!

I went out last weekend. I discovered something:

If you and I are hanging out in a really crowded, sleazy gay bar, it's midnight, there's porn on the TV, people are making out and groping each other next to us, and we're having a conversation about god and root Christianity, you've totally just made a new friend.
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Ever played Cosmic Encounter?

You should.

The housemates and I played the thing for three or four hours last night; talk about a time sucker. It's lots of fun. Think about Risk, but in space, territories can be cohabited, and you've got wierd powers and events like in Fluxx. It's an odd game.
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Oh, and by the way:

KDP, Clever Title

now if only the bastard hadn't disappeared into the ether.
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Don't you know how fucking popular I am...

.. on the internet?
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Reasons to love living in a faerie house:

Link, a 5'11" bearish looking guy, is staying with us for a bit.

He is currently walking around the house in black-and-purple-stripey stockings and 4" high heels.

.. and nothing else.
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fap. )

But now I have baba gannoughe, which I happen to believe can be used as a pacifier in any situation imaginable. Life is better.
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One last thing to add about the San Antonio trip: the uncle and I ended our final evening in the hotel by sitting around in our underwear, drinking tequila, half-assedly watching Bram Stoker's Dracula and talking about the family. I'd say it's the straightest thing I've ever done, but "straight" male bonding is inherently gay (what does that make gay male bonding? hmm. or, even, bi male bonding? Pansexual male bonding? Omnisexual male bonding? Autosexual.. I'll stop.), so it's not really a very accurate statement.

Yesterday I called in to work. Both of my housemates are out of town, so I had the entire house to myself... all day long. I let my brain go nuts and expelled some of the manic energy I've been bottling up. I feel much, much better. As do the bathroom walls, kitchen floor, cabinets, the stove, the front porch...

It's been a poor week for me, and I think the enforced hibernation has done me a lot of good. Mostly, I've stayed put in the Joe-hole and allowed myself to be irritable, getting that out of my system as well. Release is good.

Today I'm in a better mood than I have been in weeks. It's fantastic. I started the day off with a protein shake and a walk to work (about an hour's walk). Morning exercise, plus super-mega-multivitamin-shake, seems to equal happy muscles. Whodathunkit.

I still don't know what I'm doing for New Year's. What I'd like to do is a bunch of gets: hyper, drunk, social. Getting laid might be nice, heh. Being in my hibernacle all week, I'm out of touch, so I don't know what's going on. I'll probably end up at the bar or something.

One of my co-workers gave me a bourbon cake for X-massacre. (Damn christians, always killing Xes..) It's still sitting on my desk. Heh.
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I'm getting particularly tired of being cussed out by ignorant fucktards because their expectations were higher than the law allows for. It crosses my mind periodically to seek out employment working with plants; they're much nicer. Perhaps it's getting time I look around for that. Or something away from the public. Grr.
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Ewww.

My sister's commissioning is formal wear. She wants me to wear a suit.

Does a mohawk count as formal? heh.

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